reboot.
erase everything--the good, the profane, the ugly,
help me to forget what it was like to forget.. flash me.
disconnect my wires, unhook my soul and watch me power down,
into a dreamless, quiet, dizzy swirl of black on black.
only to flick my switch and pump my juice, listen to my rattling yawn,
and don't look so surprised--i've been used before, remember?
in fact, i've been used many times..parts of me burnt and replaced,
others ripped out while they were still wet with life and beating.
it's a blessing..and a curse and sometimes i want to meltdown and fade away,
until wisps of black smoke spill and seep through the cracks and i along with it.
i shall ride on the backs of Chaos and Envy and go anywhere but back to my shell,
but there's no hope, just artificial dreams from which i shall always awake and never die.
help me.
erase everything--the good, the profane, the ugly,
help me to forget what it was like to forget.. flash me.
disconnect my wires, unhook my soul and watch me power down,
into a dreamless, quiet, dizzy swirl of black on black.
help me.
Sushanna















Comments
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"Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly." The Dalai Lama
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Melancholy is delicious even when it starts to spoil.
Hope you'll always write.
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My paintings are here [link]
Beautiful writing, but why so dark? You've got it better than the rest of us girl. I miss it all.
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I have highly developed instincts ... and right now they're telling me I have no idea what's going on.
Now, *that's* hard to explain.
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Melancholy is delicious even when it starts to spoil.
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Love the art, before yourself.
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Melancholy is delicious even when it starts to spoil.
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As usual, I was thinking about the moments of the past,
letting my memory rush over them like water
rushing over the stones on the bottom of a stream.
-"Nostalgia" Billy Collins
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